not tht bad after all

well i guess today was not as bad as i thought it would be...
i've learn today be it the hard way tht life is so much more simpler if we just dont expect things to happen to us...
like not expect ppl to return our calls...
for ppl to be polite to us
or for ppl to say thanks for all the things u've done for tht person..
tht way if ppl do return your calls..do be polite to u and do appreciate all the things u do for them..
u would be happy tht they did...life would seem meaningful tht way..
rather than expect them to be polite..appreciate u and return ur calls and when they dont u get all pissed and crossed abt it...

but it does raise the question..."does not expecting something to happen actually means tht u are expecting it to happen?"...
confusing huh...
i know..
tht's the state of my life is rite now..