silence is golden

lately i've been ask the following question very frequently.....

ppl:" hey why now adays your so quiet one ah?"...
me: "...hhhmmm got meh??..nothing la..just feel like being quiet"...
ppl:"sure or not??..anything going on ah??...hving problems??..tell me lah..u'll feel better"...
me:"sure la..nthing's going on..."

well ok...i hknow each one every one of u guys and gals tht ask me this question hv the BEST of intentions and are just worried/concern abt me and all...but this actually got me thinking....

am i really tht noisy???
is being quiet and sticking all to me sorry self tht bad of a deal??
and tht thought process goes down a very familiar road...

well just to clear the air once and for all....YES i am ok...there's nothing going on wit me...nothing of the life or death situation...i cant really put my sore thumb on wht's wrong wit me and why im so quiet lately but tht's just the way i wanna be rite now...mayb its the exams looming closer..mayb some stuff tht's constantly floating around my little brain or mayb its tht time of the month when i just wanna be quiet and take in all tht's going on around me....stop asking me wht's going on wit me ...I JUST DONT KNOW!!!!!!!......tht's just the way i like myself to be at tis moment....when i bounce back u guys will know abt it ....if i dont then im changing ....but at tis moment..its just the way i am right now...

now since tht in the open...let's move on to more boring stuff....

life lately has been a series of routine...wake up..go uni..study...type various report...get banged by someone for stuff tht i hv no controlled of...the usual shit like tht...
its all good since im wit friends tht i wld see less off in the very near future...it makes u appreciate the company ur wit just tht much more...but its ironic tht its happening at a time when all of us are abt to go our seperate ways...its like the saying.."saving the best for last"...or "you'll nvr know wht u hv untill u lose it"..mayb we all are losing it...