when it rains it pours

i've notice throughout the yrs of my life tht every now and then i will without a doubt go thru a rough patch...these rough patches does not take their time and come one by one but their sort of gang up and all come in one go which makes life so fun and exciting...this new year and the dates around it looks to be trying times for me, things tht i hold dear and things i believe in...

i've just found out tht my mum has a growth in her and its giving her discomforts(like me, mum doesnt complaint until its serious)...having a growth inside u usually means tht u hv to go get an ultrasound..after the ultrasound, the doctor wil see wht needs to be done, more often than not it will have to be removed surgically which will be a major surgery will all the potential complications thrown in. how i know u ask??...i've been throught it once and i dont like the experience...mum had a growth removed frm her a few yrs back and i dont like the experience.
i know..u must be saying tht im just scaring myself and tht everything wil be fine...doctors now are very good blah blah blah...
i know all tht...dont tell me tht...im very scared.period.

im trying very hard to put on a brave face and try to think tht everything wil be alright..good things happen to good people...mum's been good so i guess its ok.but really the world is a cruel place,it doesnt operate like tht. bad things happen to good ppl and bad ppl always has good things.

i hope for every rule there's an exception. i hope things will turn out well for my mum.

please.