Behind & Infront

I was supposed to be sad yesterday or rather this morning considering what I just did but strangely enough I don’t think I am as sad as I have imagined it to be. I guess maybe it was me, maybe I just didn’t want all the drama any more, maybe it’s just me mellowing down as I age or maybe I just don’t care anymore. Over the course of the week I have found myself loosing more than I would never imagine. Intangible things that mean the world to me, the people, the memories, my feelings, the emotions and connections, intangible but crucially important to me. Sad as it might be I think it is something that I have to go through. I hope that at the end of the day when it is all said and done I will emerge a better person/son/brother/friend/worker.

To all that I will leave behind I hope that I will see you once again in front.