3 shades of dissapointment

Dissapointed:
1.with ppl who threat me like shit despite all the things i do for them
2.tht despite working my ass off i still dont get the desired results/outcome
3.with the fact tht no matter how hard i try..somethings i just cant get
4.with things ppl say
5.things ppl dont say
6.with myself

Dissapointment:
1.the ending of fantastic4 the movie
2.ferrari's performance tis yr
3.not getting to be at a certain place on a certain date
4.how ppl threat me
5.things tht i plan (90% of the time) NVR go as they are intended
6.myself

Dissapointing:
1.the fact tht i might not be able to be somewhere end of tis year
2.can't celebrate someone's bday with tht person or rather it looks like i wont be
3.not getting support frm the ppl tht matters or the ppl tht i want support frm
4.to a certain extend and sadly i think....MYSELF...
i let myself and others around me down too often for my liking..