for someone so close yet so far

Your Beautiful

my life is brilliant, my love is pure
i saw an angel, of that im sure
she smiled at me on the subway
she was with another man
but i wont lose no sleep over that
cause i've got a plan

you're beautiful, you're beautiful
you're beautiful its true
i saw your face in a crowded place
and i dont know what to do
CAUSE I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU

yes she caught my eye, as we walked on by
she could see from my face that i was fucking high
and i dont think i'll see her again
but we shared a moment that will last till the end

there must be an angel with a smile on her face
when she thought up that i should be with you
but its time to face the truth
I WILL NEVER BE WITH YOU

sadly i've accepted tht I WILL NEVER BE WITH YOU....



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waking up from bed today was different than other days, today it felt like i was waking up to all the mess in my life. frm the moment my eyes open all my troubles flash past me, reminding me of all that i hv to go thru for the whole day. things i hv to do..ppl i hv to talk to...problems i hv to solve..relationship i hv to maintain..friendship i hv to save...ppl i hv to please...expectations i hv to meet...
its days like this tht i wonder why i woke up in the first place. not waking up at all seems to be a better option ,rather than waking up to all the mess i hv. somedays i just wanna hang up the towel, just let go of everything, sit and watch my life past me by. but when i see all that i hv and all tht i've achieve, all the friends i hv my family tht i hold so close to my heart, somehow somewhere it gives me the strength to go on. i wonder how much longer it will help me see the light at the end of the tunnel.....

im seriously tired......life PLS gv me a break...