my friends

certain events that took place today had made me realize how important friends are to me...throughout my humble little life i've meet a fair share of ppl to know tht there are a whole lot of diff kind of ppl out there. i consider myself very lucky tht i've always befriended good ppl. manage to stay away frm ppl with ill intentions although some of the ppl i know do harbour ill intentions towards me and others but i think i manage well. like i said certain event today made me realize the fact tht i've had many good friends...some better than others..some more dependable than others...some more forgiving than others but generally i've had the privillage and honour to hv these ppl as my friends...well as life is short i wld like to THANK all my friends...ppl thtsomehow manage to make their way into my humble life and leave a mark..ppl tht i've share a laugh or two with..the shoulders tht was there when i needed one to cry one...ppl tht listen to my many complaints..rambling..emo stuff....it would be impossible for me list down wht all of u guys and gals did for me in your very own way...but let it be known tht i do apprecieate all tht u guys and gals had done for me although sometimes i dont say it out loud.. I DO...i think im who i am because of each and every one of u...THANK YOU

the reason of this sudden rush to make my feelings very public to all of u guys is of an unfortunate one...i've manage to lose a friend today..not tht tis friend past away or anything like tht...its more thru my stupidity(which i dont hv to try very hard to be) tht i've lost tis friend...well i hope tht sometime in the future when wounds heal and time past we would be friends again but rite now tht looks like wishful thinking to me...the damage been done..and i seriously think its an irreversible one

to this friend whom i really doubt wil be reading my blog i would like to say tht im SORRY for wht i've done or not do...u do mean awhole lot to me and i hope tht my screw up was not tht big tht its worth throwing away a very beautiful friendship..but if u think differently then i'll just hv to respect ur decision and regret my actions on tht faithful day...u shld know tht nothing would make me more happy if u ever decide tht im worthy of being ur friend again but shld our path nvr cross i wish u all the happiness..success and all things good in life tht u deserve to have...THANK YOU for being my friend, moments that we shared will last til the end and im very SORRY for all i've done to u