Silent Night

dear blog...

its been awhile since my last entry due to the fact that my laptop is playing games with me...i think its having some emotional breakdown...it sort of works when and where it wants and not the other way around which is very frustrating at times....

well awhole lot has happen since my last post...some im gonna share with you and some i'll just keep it to myself(of course im gonna keep the "juicy" parts to myself "-")....well since ur not gonna know in detail abt the "juicy" bits, i'll just gv u an abstract of it.....on second thought i better not...lets just put it this way...if it happen to you it would literally blow your mind away!!!!!...trust me on this...

the next piece of news is....i've been spending the past few days soaking up the sun up in Pangkor wit 7 of my buddies....it was a gr8 experience except for the fact tht someone couldnt make it..im sure tht it wld hv been a gr8ter experience if u were there...mayb next time....well the drive there took an eternity but when we were finally there it was worth it....all of us went for an island tour, a snorkelling trip, and loads of seafood....the island tour was more of a formality but the snorkelling and seafood was a blast....i manage to spot a few angel fishes, a few clown fishes and also a host of other fishes tht i dont know their names....we also saw awhole lot of coral both of the soft and hard variety and i was also lucky enough to take a pic with a sea urchin....dinner was seafood all the way..the first night we had a SHARK for dinner..hehe..i couldnt believe it myself until it was smack infront of my face...we also had clamps the size of my fist and other seafood stuff....as one might expect i am now red in colour frm all the sun or to put it properly solar radiation...serious sun burn but it was all worth it....THANKS EVERYONE FOR MAKING THE TRIP A MEMORABLE ONE!!!!!!!

i have to confess...as my trip was nearing its end..i manage to hurt someone's feelings....by the look of things im sure tht it was a pretty deep cut...for that i have nothing to say to defend myself....i did the same thing over and over again despite awhole lot of warnings so i guess i deserve wht i got...i hope tht things wld be the way they were..................TO YOU I CAN ONLY SAY THAT I AM VERY VERY SORRY...

well i made it back in time to attend my annual visit to church for the candle light service...somehow i just cant figure out why i make it a point to attend candle light service but i've been going at it for a few yrs without fail....mayb its the whole Christmas feeling u get when ur in church, mayb its the way the candle light lightens up the church or mayb its just me....somehow its just special to me...in a million ways imaginable...

hard to believe that one yr has past me by.....it seems like it was yesterday tht i was stressing over the fact tht its my final yr and i CANT screw up anymore...and now with loads of help frm everyone ..i've graduated..sadly without honor :(..but its ok..its a degree non the less....

after service i went to pick up my dear mum and head back home to enjoy my Christmas dinner (maggi curry wit bits of chicken)...last yr the whole family gathered at my A.i's place and we had a big feast as usual but this yr since she's over in Sydney nothing of tht magnitude happend..Christmas eve was spend reflecting on the yr tht was and on the yr ahead...im looking forward to alot of things next yr and im also equally afraid of alot of things....i hope/wish/pray everything works out....

Lastly ......MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!