2 steps forward 1 step back

its been awhile since i've last pour my heart/brains out here and i think this will be the one of the last few posting.

Cutting a very long story short, i dont see the point anymore.

To all of u guys and gals that actually take some time from all of your busy day to read my rambling i would like to say a huge THANK YOU!!!!!!!! for all your support/advice/and covert operation tht u guys do to make me feel better when im down...:)

Drop by now and then ......im sure there will be other little drama tht's going on in my life...

once again...THANK YOU




IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW,
I will.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can't let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say my "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I'm wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.