Questions

1. why?
2. am I really that irritating?
3. am I not hungry?
4. do I know no pain?
5. am I so stupid?
6. am I blind?
7. where are you?
8. should things be this way?
9. is this my best?
10. is this as good as its gonna get?
11. is this weakness?
12. did I lost what I didn’t have?
13. because of you?
14. because of me?
15. why am I still single?
16. do I know better?
17. can I really find you?
18. do I abhor you that much?
19. is there a reason for me to hang around?
20. am I strong enough to walk away?
21. should i?
22. will I ever be happy?
23. why am I so angry?
24. don’t I learn to let go?
25. why do I cause my heart so much desolation?
26. don’t I deserve to be truly happy?
27. why do I think so much?
28. Jeremy who?
29. who is Jeremy??
30. Jeremy wht?
31. Jeremy??
32. why?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you know how certain events happen to you and you get really angry/depressed/sad/disappointed/despair. Events that just shakes your whole belief in life and all things beautiful. Things that make you wanna change your whole perspective on life and all things dear. Yes, your right. It just happen to me. Pls don’t ask me wht happen. I DON’T wanna talk about it. you can guess what happen if your reading this post. I’m just pissed. Period. Its at times like this I hope im strong. That I can just walk away from all that’s pissing me off and not give a rat’s ass about it. leave and nvr go back. I know im not that strong. I know I wont be able to do that until its too late. Its sad tht I constantly without fail put myself out there to be sheared to pieces.

When will I learn my lesson????....when??